looking back...

I can't believe we have made it through it all. On October 19th it will be 2 years since our beloved son Jack Henry passed away. A day that has changed me forever...

I cannot help but think of Jack when I hold my two daughters. I wonder what it would be like having him be 2 and playing with his sisters. I see his face in little Lily's as they look so very much alike. I mourn for the possibility...what should be. But so sadly isn't.

I love my son and cherish his memory everday as I charter through my life as a new mom filled with the magic of loving and caring for 2 little babies. Something is missing and always will be.

Jen

2 comments:

Kat Bergler said...

Love you!!!!!!!!!

christina said...

Oh Jen, you made me cry. I feel your grief and your joy. Your baby boy is waiting to be reunited with you in heaven and you will get to hold him and kiss him again one day.
Love you!